omg i feel sooo retarded..
i planned out the whole day today.. but then i received a phone call from thea and she told me that school/bank are both closed cuz its freakin easter monday.. wth….
*cries*
终于学完了呢
睡了两天觉，好好地麻痹了一下自己的脑袋瓜。终于感觉到可以终日无所事事的快感了。 o yay~
我也不知道自己想要干嘛，不过这两天实在懒到不行了。所以我对星期一有了一些安排，如下：
收拾晾完的衣服
洗澡
收拾屋子、整理行李
去BMO注册
去中学看看有没有可能把画的画儿拿回来、顺便看望一下老师
完毕
question
Do you think you’ll still be there for me when im 25?
im bored, dun ask..
Appearance
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[ ] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I’m in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[x] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.
Embarrassment
[ ] I’ve slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
Traveling
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[ ] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I’ve smoked weed.
[x] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I’ve worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
i'm your alligator, do you recall?
最近总会梦见那个在msn上跟我聊完天之后说过一句later alligator的人。
呵~ 突然发现只有nancy一个人会明白我说的人是谁。也可能她也不记得了吧，那么就没有人知道我在说谁了。
不知道为什么总是梦见他呢。可能是因为最近神经总是紧紧绷着地。晚上睡觉前都会跟不同的神明沟通一番，好像这样就会心安一些。哎，不应该总是梦见他的，我就真这么没用么。
特别想回到以前的状态。记得那个时候还会跟nancy在图书馆里读一些没营养的中文书，给爷爷奶奶写信，做一些语文练习，逼迫nancy帮我抄写作业。嘿嘿。现在到了图书馆，虽然也还会胡诹乱造一些没营养的话题，但是通常都是会有隔夜就要交的作业，或是像现在这样没命地考试复习。
昨天晚上跟爸爸聊了很久。突然特别想北京。我发现自己跟中国已经脱轨了。感觉上国内很亲的人都变了，无声无息地悄悄地变了。但是这么想一想，我又何尝没变呢。国内的人说不定会觉得我变得更厉害呢。如果我元旦回去的话，会很冷吧。但是真的好想回去啊。
就因为隔着海，距离远，谈话的机会不多。每次打电话，爸爸都会教诲我。哎，其实我最想听到的是一些平常的事情，而不是什么大道理。我想听他讲他最近过得怎么样，出差去了哪里，玩儿些什么，工作如何，身体怎么样。我想听他告诉我那些我在乎关心的人都在忙些什么，做些什么事儿。我想听他说他很想我、大家都很想我，然后我就可以告诉他我也很想他、也很想大家。之后我就可以撒娇，小小哭一下。但是爸爸从来都不给我这种机会，总是把我像他公司里的职员那般看待地教诲着，语音一点都不会波动，口气总是很沉着很稳定地絮说着一大段一大段生硬的道理，让我消化不良。
时间过得快呢。瞬间我就快19了；瞬间大学一年就过去了。我已经不是frosh了，出门可以介绍说是大学生了。却一点自觉都还没有，仍然想要撒娇，真是长不大的孩子。
不说了，挺困的呢。
晚安，忠实的读者们~
psych
something from my psych textbook:
Can sexually explicit material have adverse effects? Research indicates that it can. Depictions of women being sexually coerced–and enjoying it–tend to increase the viewers’ acceptance of the false idea that women enjoy rape and tend to increase male viewers’ willingness to hurt women. Images of sexually attractive women and men may also lead people to devalue their own partiners and relationships. After male collegians watch TV or magazine depictions of sexually attractive women, they often find an average woman, or their own girlfriends or wives, less attractive. Viewing X-rated sex films similarily tends to diminish people’s satisfaction with their own sexual partners. Some sex researchers fear that reading or watching erotica may create expectations that few men and women can hope to live up to.
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ankit, just so u know.. my finals are in less than a week..
cs – this friday
calc – following monday
wed – sociology
thurs – psych and alge (same day!!!)
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talk about being doomed, i think im in deeper shit than u~
…
When women get sad they often get sadder than men do; when men get mad, they often get madder than women do ——> when it comes to time like such, men should learn to comfort women and women should learn to accomodate men~
favor
can someone pls help me find this movie? i wanna watch it~~~
its called nana, from a manga with the same title~
lol~~纯属搞笑~~~
spongy说： 你好！
ym说： 你不敢看我吧，看我也只能偷偷瞄一眼，就像看mm的（*拍拍胸口*）一样~
yh说： 放屁。
c2说： 滚~
我说： 烦不烦呀~
lin说： 嗯？！*（）·*！……￥—·%……—*%#·……—！%·！（*） （太快了，不知道老爷子在说些什么）
raja说： qing(4声)一下。
tracy说： 今天要下雨，明天要洗衣服。
pineapple说： 喔靠~~
rolly说： riiiight (眼睛瞟来瞟去）
janice说： (看来看去） i dun understand~~