if mom goes back, i will be by myself..

i think my mom is giving serious thoughts about going someone else.. ie china

i guess i can handle living on my own and everything but im still kinda shocked..

or not.. since lots ppl i know are going back to beijing after their kids are off to uni.. but stilllll omg..

sigh o well.. i guess shes not happy here.. so whats the point..

i told her that im all grown up and i have lots of friends who would help me out if something went wrong and i cant handle it myself.. so dun wry about me and go wherever u want and do whatever u want..

but right after i told her that i felt terribly scared..

guess i’ll have to deal with it myself.. >_<