无病呻吟

maybe im being too sensitive, but i seriously seriously counted how many times i’ve seen couples being kissy and huggie today, and the number is way more than how many ppl i usually see…

i dunno how i feel when i see couples, but its not the kind of feeling i used to get when i was still with jon..

i feel so empty and insecure for some odd reason.. i mean it doesnt mean being in a relationship fulfills me, but it certainly makes me feel like i have someone who will be there for me no matter what..

tho im not regretting, the constant thought of breaking up is not easy kept on crawling into my skin..

maybe this is what a break up feels like afterall.. im just 无病呻吟