i hope i can make everyone around me happy, but i cant
i hope i can take care of my friends, but i cant
i hope i can answer all the questions you ask me for, but i cant
i hope i can fulfill all ur wishes, but i cant
i hope i can … but i cant do anything right..
u know.. i know what ur looking for, i know exactly what you want.. but…
sometimes i know if i say yes it’ll make u happy, so i said yes.. but it just made things even more complicated and u began to hate me for what i’ve said..
sometimes i know if i say yes to u then i’ll make others upset, so i said no.. but it made u upset and i feel awefully depressed for doing so..
sometimes i know no matter what i say it will hurt u anyway.. so i remain silence and it creates this enormous gap between us that just makes me want to scream.. out loud..
i dont know what to do, i dont know how to solve this problem, so i leave it for now and went back to it later, but then i realized how stupid i was for leaving it behind because now it turned into this disgustingly messy confusion thats even worse than before..
argh..
heyy, dont view me so negatively, i only say that for amusement, well, half-jokingly anyways.. fufufu
and here’s my latest solution to poverty.. make the poor people poor-er and then they’ll all die, and guess what? no more poverty! ain’t i brilliant? 😉
I really don’t know what the situation is; sounds pretty serious, but listen to that thief Coyote Issa. He’s speaks the truth. I have experienced enough that lies, dishonesty, and secrets will dig you a deeper hole. A dark deep hole that you cannot even crawl your way out of.
I think I’m starting to see why Lobsang says, "Let’s blow up the world and there will be no more problems, mwhahaha!"
In my opinion, one should not rush anything, take some time to reflect about the situation and then proceed with a proper plan.
Susan, if you need anything, feel free to msg, phone me at anytime. Yes, you can punch me a few times if it makes you feel better.
PS: wtf, to think about it, how can one crawl out of a hole, vertically that is. OMG! ME = NERD!
thx tracy thx issa..
yea i realized i can never cheer others up when im upset.. but then being honest doesnt solve my prob issa.. cuz i know if i say whats really on my mind it’ll just make things worse…
ummm… p.s,
You can only make others happy when you are happy.
Susan,
You know,
The only happiness which is good is what makes you happy… and it may sound selfish, but it’s the truth. I’ve had similar problems, and I’ve made things work. How? You need to be honest, and say what is on your mind, just don’t hold it in… in doing so, you will feel a lot better because you are honest. Let the other person know what you feel and say what you need to say, don’t hold back. And if they are honest to, they will say what is on their mind. In the end, things work out, always for the better.
Your good Friend
=)
“All happy families resemble one another, each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way”
I know how you feel Susan. But there’s only so much we can do…..